First social site where in terms of ratio I actually had a lot of followers or friends whatever. And I Enjoyed that. I miss it, I fucked up hard by deleting my old Tumblr.

I hear my mom and step-dad arguing and I over heard them mention my cats and a shelter and I flipped the fuck out. Im still freaking out now. fuck you people you do anything to nino Ill fucking run away with him.

Although I can’t really say my life is shit, like I have nothing good. I still never want myself to experience living in conditions like the place I live now. When I am older I want to surround myself in a place of good vibes and isn’t a piece of shit. I may love San Diego but I guess in my later life I would rather live somewhere I really like. Somewhere were I can’t really judge by the area it seems so miserable here. I go up to Scripps and its so nice and I can get sub consciously jealous. That is the place I would want to live and although now I do not want kids at any moment of my life if it were to happen I will make positively sure that they do not live in a place like the places I have lived. I want to make sure they live a happy life unlike me who is mad at things all the fucking time.